Thursday, January 31, 2013

Fikir balik

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.


Suatu tengah malam dua jiran bersembang-sembang dari rumah masing-masing.

Shahrul Maizam: Jiran sebelah tu, rumah hang ada lampu dak?

Zulpadli: Ade je. Apesal?

Sharul Maizam: Rumah aku gelap gelita ni. Tarik lampu dari rumah hang boleh?

Zulpadli: Aku try ye.

Sharul Maizam: Cepat sket boleh dak?

Zupadli: Sabaq naa... ish aku dah try, tak bolehlah. Dinding rumah hang ni tebal pelik je

Sharul Maizam: Pullak. Alamak, ada tetamu datang la... sat... sat...

"PANG PANG PANG!!"

Zulpadli: Oit jiran sebelah, hang terlanggaq apa yang bising sangat tu..?

Sayup-sayup bunyi dikejauhan. Halus je suara orang kesakitan. Zulpadli digamit bimbang. Seketika kemudian, jirannya tu menyahut panggilan Zulpadli.

Shahrul Maizam: Adoi... aku kena tibai dengan tetamu aku tadi dalam gelap. Terperosok jauh aku tadi. Aku rasa semua tulang rusuk aku dah patah (menangis kesakitan)

Zulpadli: Hang okey ka? Risau aku. Aku datang tempat hang boleh?

Sharul Maizam: Logikla sikit, mana boleh. Hang mana boleh masuk kubur aku dari kubur hang.

Zulpadli: Eh ye tak ye gak. Rumah aku selesa sangat. Aku tak rasa macam duk dalam kubur plak. Hehehee sori, sori.

Sharul Maizam: Aku menyesal hang tau tak. Aku ni takdakla jahat sangat, aku malas solat je kat dunia. Tapi ni lah natijahnya yang aku dapat. Aku nak kembali ke dunia. Aku nak kembali!!

Zulpadli: Sabar, al-sobru minal iimaan. Sabar itu sebahagian dari iman. Bawak bertenang. Mengucap, ingat kat Allah.

Shahrul Maizam: Wei!! Aku tak tahan lagi. Kat kaki aku penuh ular, lipan, kala jengking, hari-hari belit aku, sengat aku, patuk aku. Tiap-tiap hari aku 'mati' dan 'mati' over and over again. Padahal aku memang dah mati! Aku nak kembali!! Tolonglah aku!!

Zulpadli tiba-tiba rasa sebak, teringat kata-kata Allah dalam al-Quran surah al-Zumar ayat 58 yang bermaksud:

"... kalaulah aku dapat kembali ke dunia, nescaya menjadilah aku dari orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebaikan!"

Nadanya hampir sama dengan jeritan dan keluhan jiran kubur sebelahnya itu.

Seingat Zulpadli, apa yang beliau amalkan di dunia adalah konsisten solat berjemaah di masjid. Derma juga pada tabung masjid walaupun dirinya miskin hina. Tidak membantah kata parents dan guru. Ikut landasan al-Quran dan hadith.

Timbul rasa syukur dalam sebak rasa.

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Shahrul Maizam: Tak boleh ke hang try sekali lagi tarik lampu dari rumah hang? Please~~~

cerita oleh: Muhammad Rusydi

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Footnote: kalau ada yang rasa nak cakap kubur lain-lain lepas ni, fikir balik ye.

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Saturday, January 26, 2013

Mencapub

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.

nampak tua pakai tudung camni =_=*

Anybody miss me?
No?
K bye.

Footnote: anyway, mencapub tu maksudnya mencari publisiti. Kau jangan ingat aku menggunakan kata-kata kesat plak kat sini. Sekeh kang.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Terus kehadapan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.

Tak sempat nak bernafas lepas habis mid sem exam dah kena get ready untuk final. Banyak lagi tugasan-tugasan yang tertangguh. Hmm, bertangguh itu memang saya! Eheee.


Nak merungut memang tak boleh sebab bila fikir-fikir, bertuahnya dapat sambung belajar. Tak semua orang berpeluang dapat apa yang aku dapat. So, aku kena bersyukur dan jalankan tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar. It's nice to have someone that makes you always keep on track.

Actually tengah geram dengan orang yang tak faham bahasa. When I said, don't look for me, then I mean it. Experience taught me a lot. Now it's time to grow up. Masa untuk serius! Grr~ Saya dah tak suka awak laaaa, buat apa awak cari saya lagi?!~

Bye!
Eheh emo. Nite. Esok kelas jam 8 pagi. Need rest.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Life is a beautiful struggle

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.


They said a true friend is someone who never gets tired of listening to your pointless dramas over and over again.

To me, there's no such thing. People do get tired to listen to your problems like they have none. Trust me, there's nobody in this world would stand on listening to your problems all the time but Allah do have time to listen to them (problems). Allah indeed a good listener.

Anyway, why am I saying all those things? Because I feel so blessed! Though life is so full of thorns but I do feel happy all the time. Okay, maybe not all the time but Alhamdulillah, I still can smile in the middle of sadness. It's a good thing right?


I'm so grateful to have my family and my friends whose not give up on me. I'm not telling them my pointless drama but my attitude somehow makes them annoyed. I noticed that and I'm going to change for better if they ask me to.

Mom gets busy this month and for the following month. I honestly feel lack of concern from her because normally, every week she will ask me my progression on study, about my life in campus, my friends and how am I doing whether I'm okay or not, is my money enough or not, she always remind me to pray and so much concern that she gave. I miss that but I'm trying to be an understanding daughter which I have to in a way to support her spiritually.

Never thought that when she's busy, she still have time to plan something for me! It's nothing big but I liked it. I like the way she still think about me when she has a lot to do. Ahh, mom makes me into tears. Thank you Allah for the gift.

May all of us be blessed.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Nothing.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum.

love is when you ready to get hurt

Rushing. Sekarang ni minggu exam. Assignment tak siap lagi, report kitchen tak print lagi, revision tak start lagi. Gulp. Entah apa yang buat aku rushing pun aku tak tahu.

Untung cuma ada 2 paper je untuk exam ni, kalau tak memang tercungap-cungap jugaklah nak kejar satu-satu.

Aku tak tahu kenapa dalam ke'busy'an ni aku terasa nak update blog. Nak kata bersawang tak sangat kot, nak kata ada benda menarik nak share pun tak juga. Dah tu apa pekdahnye aku berada di sini?

*Angkat bahu*

long way to go

Backspace segala benda yang aku taip tadi. Rasanya tak wajar nak share kat sini. Hukhuk.

Wish me luck in the exam. I'll struggle to get what I dream for and will make my parents proud.

By the way, Happy New Year all! Hope this is not too late. Hehee


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