Cemburu buta, perangai budak kecik!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum.

Pernah fikir tak kenapa setiap kali hubungan korang tak kekal lama?

Salah satu main reason sebab cemburu buta. Cemburu tu benda biase. Ia menunjukkan yang pasangan korang sayang & takut kehilangan korang. Normal, yes?

Tapi kalau cemburu tak kena tempat tu melampau la. Doesn't mean korang puji perempuan cantik or lelaki hensem sebab korang suka dia, am I right or am I right?

Semua orang suka tengok benda-benda yang cantik dan indah kan? But that doesn't mean you fall in love with it.  Aku suka tengok perempuan cantik, adakah aku normal? Of course I am!

Pasangan korang fall in love with you not because korang cantik/hensem je but there's something yang ada pada korang takde pada orang lain. You got what I mean?

So can you just stop being so selfish and jealous overdose because I'm sick of this kind of person. Build a trust in your relationship. You don't wanna lose someone who means the world to you because of your trust issue.

Everytime kawan-kawan cerita pasal pasangan yang kuat cemburu makes me think: "kalau sekarang pun dah cemburu camtu, lepas kawen kena duduk rumah je lah. Nak tegur jiran pun tak boleh. Elok kunci je kau dalam almari baju." Seriously annoying. Pfffttt.

Atuk's condition

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum.

Ada lagi ke yang baca blog zaman sekarang ni? Nak nak blog tak femes ittew ni. Huhuhu~

It has been 5 months aku menganggur sejak habis LI. Duduk rumah bukan goyang kaki tapi berkhidmat untuk mak ayah. Hewhew. Alhamdulillah, walaupun tak bekerja tapi duit tak penah kering. Syukur pada Allah sebaik-baik yang memberi rezeki.

This is maktok. To called it short 'atuk/tuk'. Sebelum ni atuk tinggal kat Muar. Just few months ago, bawak atuk tinggal Sg. Buloh. Just because. Well, mak ayah dah pencen so it is a lot easier to take care of atuk.

Last month, atuk sesak nafas and had to admitted in ward at Hosp. Sg. Buloh (HSB). We all assume cyst dekat leher dia tu yang buatkan dia susah bernafas, susah nak makan and what not. So, lots of Dr. kat HSB suggest buat operation. Actually, not lots la, it was 50-50. After few discussions, Specialist in there suruh refer pada Specialist ENT (ear, nose & throat) dekat HKL and yes, with all the confidence, Specialist strongly suggest for surgery.

Seminggu dekat HKL, finally, it's the day for surgery. We've waited the whole day outside the Operation Theater (OT) corridor. All of us were so nervous waiting patiently for the result. Petang tu, mak tanya OT kaunter how's atuk and they told that the surgery went well.

Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat-sangat. Mak dengan Makde sempat jugak la mengalirkan air mata terharu. Masing-masing buat sujud syukur lepas dapat berita tu. Before we all balik rumah, we all jenguk atuk dekat PACU which supposedly dia kena pindah ICU but there's no bed in ICU and she still unconscious. Atuk is so strong that she managed to bear the surgery well. Alhamdulillah. :)

Atuk is 85 y/o btw.

The next day, we were informed by Ayah Uda that atuk's condition is not very well. Still susah nak bernafas, jantung lemah & her voice's gone. Mungkin sebab operation dekat tekak so yeah, voice is not a big issue. But the news make us worried. I 'sms'ed mom this morning tanya khabar atuk. Mak cakap she's been doing well. Alhamdulillah, hopefully atuk cepat sihat & dapat balik rumah semula.

Dear friends, doakan yang terbaik untuk atuk k. Thanks! Semoga Allah redha & beri ganjaran pahala yang besar buat semua yang sabar & banyak berkorban untuk jaga atuk. It takes a lot of patients to take care of warga emas. Macam jaga babies & children! Tapi Allah maha Melihat lagi Maha Mengetahui, dan pertimbangan Allah lah yang sebaik-baiknya. Semoga kita semua tabah dengan ujian Allah. Aminnn.

Doakan atuk pleasee. :)